Life is a Spiral Staircase

The aim is high. The journey is endless. It seems so far away. Whether its up high or downhill, life is a spiral staircase. You always have to take care with every step you take. Miss one while going downhill and you'll slide pass a few and end up with a big bump.

Unsaid words

Someday you'll look up and barely conscious you'll wonder if something is missing. I know you won't cry for my absence because you forgot me long ago. Was i so unimportant or insignificant? I know you won't try for me, even though I'm the sacrifice. At least not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, you'll never say it.
I know what you do to yourself. I breathe deep and cry out.
If I bleed, I'll bleed knowing that you don't care. If I sleep just to dream of you, I'll wake without you there.
But now you belong to the clutches of the past. Soon, a distant memory. But something I can't forget.

Footsteps in the Snow

Love is like footsteps in the snow. Like footprints in the sand.
They leave an impression but only for a little while. Sooner or later the wind blows in and it disappears, or is washed away by the sea. How far will the trail go? How long can you follow it for? YOu'll never know.
Just the way life is. In a way it is great. Which means living life on the edge where nothing is permanent.
It is sad, then you realise that nothing is forever. so do we have to live life in fear that this will end tomorrow? I guess it all depends on the choices we make. Do we let things on the outside ruin what we have with someone else? Do we get tempted and take things for granted? That is how things don't last forever. Efforts taken disappear and go unnoticed.
Even a small apology means nothing at all. It can't be fixed. Its just too little too late. the footsteps have disappeared with the wind.

†o ße REåL

Ever get that feeling when you look around you and everything seems unreal?
It's like an out of body experience. In a split second you can't recognise anyone or anything at all. You ask yourself, where am i and who are all these people standing around me?
Most of the time it feels like you're a stranger amongst a thousand people. Even amongst people who you call friends, you feel alone. You don't know where you are and most of all, you don't even why you're here.
It is a great feeling though, when you have someone you can trust. Someone who perhaps is your only friend. When you're with them, they remind you of a happier time. And that there are better times to come. Just a touch on your hand, a reminder that they're there for you in times of need. To share your thoughts and feelings.
Its that one person who will remind you what it is like to be real.