Thursday, November 16, 2006

The Last Time



Do we ever know when it's the last time? When will we know the last time we'll ever meet someone or the last time we'll ever talk to a person? We'll never know. We'll never know when it's our last day on earth or when we'll breathe our last breath. It's very surreal to think about it and also overwhelming. The last encounter will always remain in our heads as long as our memory allows it. Memories, good or bad, that last time with someone or the last time time there was contact or anyting else will always com of 'what if' questions are asked or we regretting about the oast wishing we had spent more time with that pesron or wishin we hadn't taken them for granted. e to us. It'll be the first thing we'll remember when we think of them. Is it the most memorable? In our minds it's a preferred way of connecting the memory with. That last moment. The reason why we never forget that last time is because it makes us think. That one moment makes us look back and wonder about the unknown. A lot of 'what if' questions come up. We end up wishing we had spent more time with the person or wishing that we had never taken them for grantted. The last time we cried, the last time we laughed so hard or the last time we had a great time.
But looking back, thnking about the last ime time with someone always makes me sad and leaves me in wonder. So most times wheni'm doing anything, whether it's talking to someone or just hanging out woth a bunch of people, I'm always wondering if this will be the last time ever. It's a scary thought although it's good in a way because you'll really live the moment and enjoy everything about it. As they say, live each day as though it were your last.